EulaTOT

2011-03-20T00:15:00.005-04:00

I feel very accomplished today because 1) I cleaned my room, 2) Trashed A LOT of useless crap that I've been keeping, 3) watched 3 movies while doing it, and 4) bought a leather jacket I so wanted to have. Even thought they're replays. I don't usually watch movies while doing other chores. I either play music or watch How I Met You Mother. That show can run in the background because I know pretty much everything about that show and its dialogues.

Today. I bought my leather jacket. I'm sad to say it's not THE leather jacket but the jacket I bought is pretty good for its price. Then I went to MTAC, Metro Toronto Anime Convention. Is it Metro for M? I forgot what it is. It was... a small convention. Not as small as the one I went to at North York beside Fairview Mall last November! That one has 2 or 3 dealers and 3/4 booths for their artist alley so pretty much we're all in the same room. I helped my friend sell her art on Dotcon. She broke even thankfully. I didn't buy aynthing... Except for the leather jacket. Queen Street W is such troll. I thought the stores will be open early around 10. So I get there around 10:45-ish and I saw that no stores are open and the streets are empty. Good thing Chapters was open. Good old Chapters, always open when I need it. So I stayed there for a while, read and then when it was 11:15-ish I went back to Queen Street W. I knew where I was gonna buy my leather jacket with a reasonable price so the looking part was pretty quick. The guy who was working there helped me a ton and he was really nice. So yeah, the punch line - I got my leather freakin' jacket baby!!!

Then I went home to baby sit my cousin. We went to Wendy's for dinner. Yum fast food which I never had for a very long time now. My choice of food is becoming more and more sophisticated. EEEkkk. I'd hate to be those I-only-eat-in-fine-restaurants-because-fast food-is-gross kind of people. I can't necessarily call myself that. I lived off McDonalds during two weeks of my exam last Fall of 2011. Cannot cook. Needed-all-the-time-to-study reason. Fast food is good once in a while. Especially when you're craving that unhealthy greasy food. OM NOM NOM.

So basically, I became productive today while baby sitting my cousin. High five to future Eula. Now your peripheral vision will be less cluttered. *high five*!!!

2011-02-14T19:11:00.000-05:00

Here we go again
I kinda wanna be more than friends
So take it easy on me...

2011-01-30T21:42:00.009-05:00

Winterlicious started last Friday. I've already been to two restaurants. More to go in the two weeks ahead....

I went to Joe Badali's last Friday right around Front and University. A restaurant and bar. I ordered pasta, which I like. But the dessert was dry, not a moist cake. I ordered a White Chocolate Cake. When I saw that on the menu I drooled but then the cake wasn't that great. Then I watched Green Hornet. That movie was hilarious. Jay Chou filling in for Bruce Lee O_O No offense.

I went to Toula's Restaurant on Saturday, at Harborsquare. I actually have to dress up for this one because it's fine dining. SOO classy. The restaurant is on the 38th floor overlooking downtown and the centre island/airport. There was a wedding reception there too, something like that that we saw when we where about to leave. The food was great. Definitely filling. I liked the appetizer I ate which is basically smoked salmon with salad from what I can explain. The dessert was just the right cheesecake I would like to eat everyday. Not those really creamy/cheesy cheesecake. It was a cappuccino cheesecake with raspberry. It wasn't that sweet which I like which means I won't die with diabetes early and I can eat a cheesecake like that everyday with my life. I would like to go back. I looked at their menu online and it's actually quite affordable (I can say this right now 'cause I'm working...) I liked it there with the view. It will be sparkling if it's at night so I see lights flashing in the city. WHICH. I will see from the CN Tower. Way to go Horizons Restaurant!!! Yes. I'm going. I can't book it on the weekends or Friday night. AAGGGHHHH!!! Well, meh. I'm excited but I'm not. I've been in the city for almost all my life here in Canada that I have no attachment whatsoever with the CN Tower. I shouldn't say that actually

PICTURES. Food and Me at Toula's =D

Our view

Effing Camyl messed up taking a picture of me. This picture would've been great if I wasn't cut off. Arrghhh!!

Entree. Yum Yum.

Cheesecake. Love.

2011-01-26T22:23:00.002-05:00

Could not get White Lies tickets. They're sold out. But instead. I got Goo Goo Dolls Tickets. SO EFF YEAH I'M GOING TO SEE GOO GOO DOLLS!!!

=D Pretty excited.

Winterlicious starts on Friday... That means I'll be spending again. Gah! I hate that word.

2011-01-22T20:07:00.001-05:00

Really. Want. To. Go. To. White Lies. Concert.

Gotta go to Sunrise Records Tomorrow. For Real.

2011-01-20T23:35:00.002-05:00

Fact.

Listening to punk/alternative rock is NOT a good idea before going to bed.

Feeling Vertigo *trashes head back and forth*

2011-01-17T22:18:00.002-05:00

Uh huh. You know what it is...

BLACK AND YELLOW

Lss for the past two days.

This song pops up in my head even though I'm singing The Weepies already. Wow. This song has such impact on me.

2011-01-16T18:03:00.009-05:00

I just finished reading Anna and the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins. [btdubs, there's spoiler for anyone why wants to read the book]

This book made my heart melt. I melted for Etienne St. Clair's accent. I'm in love with the accent. I don't know if I would like a mutt like him. Well I wouldn't mind. Mutt's with good combination are actually quite hot. He pissed me off when he can't make up his mind about Anna. But then again, I do stupid things like that. Hoping if we ever get a second chance. What's sappy is while I was listening to The Weepies' World Spins Madly On while reading the ending of the book. So sappy. GAH! It's the part where everyone reconciles. There's forgiveness. Hurt. Acceptance. But at the same time there's love. ETIENNE ST. CLAIR. He was stirnging Anna for such a long time. It's the classic On-The-Hook but it never stayed that long. Paris is nice. They was the book explained it. City lights gleaming as Anna watches from the tower of Notre Dame. Her and Etienne talking there. About everything. Anna being stupid. Etienne being stupid too. All friends fight. That's true. So does love. Love Hurts. This book has everything. It's so romantic. Paris is romantic. Etienne is romantic. So does all of the characters in the novel. 2 thumbs up.

When I read the beginning of this novel. When Anna was ranting about how she misses Atlanta. That Paris will never home. How she wants to be home. Having inside jokes. Friends you think will last but didn't because you have to move away to the other side of the world. The world I held constant started to change. I can relate to that. For one moment I realize I had those feelings too. Canada. I don't know if I will ever feel like home here. Then, as Anna said it, 'home isn't a place. It's a person.' Then I start to be comfortable of the world around me. Knowing the unknown side of world I thought I wouldn't know. Having freinds. Fortunate about the things I have. I learned and still learning. I never thought this would be my life. Well. I gotta accept it now.

The book talked about loneliness. Anna and Etienne are both experiencing loneliness while having problems of their own. Then Anna said to Etienne that you're never alone. And Etienne replied that she is too isn't alone. I melted right there. But then I begin to reflect on myself. Sometimes I think I'm alone with my problems. School. Friends. Life. Family. But then He nudges by arm and says 'Hey, tell me your problems.' And I just spill it to Him. Such a good friend. My best friend.

I found this book in the vlogbrother's site. John Green mentioned this book in his video 8 Things I love. And I checked out this book. And I couldn't find a copy. I was so obsessed with getting a copy of this book. I read the review of a nerdfighter at Indigo and at YAReads. And I was itching to get a copy but I gave up. I couldn't order online. I'm such a wuss.

This book. I'd love a copy. But then... I can't find it at any bookstore. I have no chose but to download it. Don't worry Samantha Perkins. I'll support you since I'm a total fan right now.

Oh Etienne... You're the French/English version of Cabel Strumheller...

"You say that I'm afraid of being alone, and it's true. I am. And I'm not proud of it. But you need to take a good look at yourself, Anna, because I am NOT the only one in this room who suffers this problem"

Woke up and wished that I was dead

With an aching in my head

I lay motionless in bed

I thought of you and where you'd gone

and let the world spin madly on

2011-01-03T21:53:00.002-05:00

My hair got butchered today D=

2011-01-02T23:32:00.002-05:00

I'm probably gonna get my hair cut tomorrow. If I didn't get lazy calling Tita and scheduled for an appointment later in the afternoon. It depends on my degree of laziness. I have no work tomorrow. YES! But I still need to spend it for errands.

I'm probably just going to trim my long hair since it's useful in winter time and to remove my split ends. Gah! The idea of growing split ends in my hair is gross!!

My hair is probably around that length so I'll just ask Tita to have a layered hair like Sandra Bullock's.

Then in the summer, I'll have short hair. YAY. grrr Summer 2011 =(

2011-01-02T00:43:00.005-05:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Another year is right in front of me.

Looking back...

I am so thankful to God for giving me strength for the 2 terms I had last year of 2010. I was in a lot of stress during school. I didn't even know if I can advance into another school year. It happened on both terms: Winter 2010 and Fall 2010. I think that whenever I have midterms that I become so overconfident thinking I can do so well. Well, even thou I learned no to do that I still do it. Then I do so bad on my midterms. God reminds that I can't do anything without Him. The stress that I was into last December was too much for me to handle. I cried my self to sleep while calling the name of the Lord and listening to Louie Giglio's videos. I was listening to his video called Signature of Significance and they talked about this one verse that really clicked into me. It's like God told me, "This is what you should have been doing all this time:"

And whatever you do, in word or in deed, for all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him.

Colossians 3:17

Then I start studying to glorify God through my exams. It gave me relief. I was still stressed but He was speaking to me saying "All is well. Don't worry just believe in Me."

And it did. I got through it. Glorifying Him during my times of stress and studying.

For the next year...

I have a lot to do. I have to prepare interview questions because there's a big possibility that I will be on jobmine again. Or not. I need to sign up for the certificate program AIChE has for students. There's PD. Work. Clean room. Read book.s BLOG. Yes. I need to blog more. Feel like an artsie bringing my laptop anywhere I go and blog. lol. This is why I need a new phone. Preferable Samsung GalaxyS. RAWRR. Sweet phone. I want it.

GRRR. A New Year. God. Please guide me. And Colossians 3:17

2010-12-26T22:12:00.003-05:00

lazy. Lazy. LAZY DAY.

I woke up for church and then went home to east and then I went with my bro and cousin to Best Buy and Future shop to ummm... You know, it's Boxing Day.

But it sucks ass. So crowded. People had this adrenaline rush for spending O_O

We just went to EB Games and bought games. YEAH.

Tomorrow I'm planning to get a haircut. Or Tuesday.

I don't want to go clubbing today. Body English on Thursday??

2010-12-25T03:01:00.000-05:00

thus THE SAVIOUR IS BORN,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2010-12-14T11:12:00.001-05:00

And whatever you do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him.

Colossians 3:17

2010-12-10T15:31:00.001-05:00

This almost gave me a heart attack.

I can't believe Japan loves M. Night Shyamalan D=

2010-12-08T12:22:00.005-05:00

LSS

It reminds me of High School.

A LOT.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember

I'll always remember the sound of the stereo

The dim of the soft lights

The scent of your hair

That you twirled in your fingers

And the time on the clock

Apparently Chris Carrabba wrote this song about the best day he ever had.
*blush*

I wish Chris Carrabba would serenade me.

2010-12-04T11:24:00.006-05:00

TOO. TIRED. TO. FUNCTION. Elk.

belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINCEEEE!!!

Hope you enjoyed buying your first drink yesterday ;P

Light of the world, light of the world

Light of the world, You shine upon us

2010-12-02T17:53:00.002-05:00

SEE GREEN, SEE BLUE.

Today, actually, I don't know when it started, we change our facebook profile picture to a cartoon/anime character or something from your childhood until Monday for to raise awareness for violence against children.

MAN. This incident made me remember my childhood. All the anime/cartoons I watched. My childhood crushes from all the anime I watched. I.e. Tuxedo Mask, Shinichi, Heero Yuy, Kurama, Kenshin, Hiei, and many more. Can't list them all. TOO MANY.

I grew up imagining myself with a bishounen guy

I dp-ed Kenshin. I should've dp-ed Hajime Saito from Hakuouki but... the anime just came out recently.

All I've known

I that there is an end

Then you can begin again

Day, everyday

I had a dream

That the sea was helpless

The crowd was loud

I went to leave

-Winter Bones

-Stars

2010-12-01T00:46:00.001-05:00

Ugh. Lab Exam. I'm not ready for it.

2010-12-01T00:42:00.002-05:00

OFFICIALLY 25 DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS.

Also...

OFFICIALLY 16 DAYS BEFORE END OF TERM.
Yeah. I'm going home after.

Although before that.

I am so not looking forward to this upcoming two weeks of my life. )=

2010-11-27T00:29:00.002-05:00

KYAA!!!

It's ~~snowing~~ snowed outside. Not a lot though. This freaking really cold weather needs to stop because I want to go out =__=

ps: It's a brand new day!! I need to sleep. Good night.

2010-11-26T23:51:00.001-05:00

I FOUND A SUBLEASSE AND FINALIZED THE CONTRACT TODAY.

YAY!

Thanks God

2010-11-25T19:56:00.001-05:00

I want to sleep.

But I need to Study.

ZZZzzzzzz....

2010-11-25T19:13:00.001-05:00

~~Emotional~~ Brain Drainage

I'm sorry it took me so long

I'm sorry it took me so long

Like it's where you wanna be

2010-11-25T14:02:00.006-05:00

It's Black Friday in the States this coming weekend. My brother's planning to go down Buffalo to shop. Damn him and his money. Actually no, I benefit from it too. It's just that. I WANT TO GOO.

SHOPPING + BLACK FRIDAY + STATES = SALES +SALES + SALES = CHEAP STUFF!!!

That equation made total sense to me.

I still haven't talked to my brother if him and our cousin are actually going there. GAH. He pisses me off. And my cousin.

PS: I still need to finish my wishlist and to do list this coming holiday and I promise TO ~~TRY TO BUY~~ and DO them all. Actually, I need to save money. GRRRR...

2010-11-24T00:35:00.002-05:00

GAH. I still can't find a person that's subletting my room =[

I'm scared. I don't want to waste 400 bucks a month. That's a lot of money still.

2010-11-20T23:31:00.002-05:00

I was browsing RFD and I saw this deal.

Do they really need to have a deal like that. It's discrimination of non-Apple electronic users. What about the people who uses blackberry, or Android OS (which is way better than Apple,tss, GOOGLE FTW)

Like seriously, what is this? O_o

2010-11-20T00:20:00.005-05:00

Today was such a chill day. NO LAB. I had an hour of tutorial which I went to just to hand in my assignment and then I went home. I tried to study stats but I got distracted after finishing one chapter TT_TT Pretty good for me to at least finish one chapter XD After, I went to campus 'cause I had a organic lecture. We had to critique the course and my prof. Honestly, he's ok. He mumbles a lot but the point is: I still learn in that class. It's really hard to pay attention in class thou... because he uses powerpoint.

Yang and I went to uptown because I gotta get my police check from the police station and go to Starbucks because of the promo they have until Sunday. Being greedy, Yang and I wants to go there on Sunday, well. a different location since there's a Chapter's near our place so duh. There's a Starbucks in there. So yeah. We chilled and then went home to eat, play asian music, chill, and then talk about Harry Potter because today... WE WERE GOIGN TO SEE HARRY POTTER!!!

Actually...

We already saw it. More like, I'm blogging after I saw it. Review: INTENSELY BREATHTAKING and SCARY =S

Bathilda Bagshot scared the crap out of me D= My hands were in my face most of the time. The movie was pretty dark. Helena Bonham Carter is still awesome in that movie playing Bella Lestrange. Luna Lovegood is still adorable. But Dobbie, and Mad-Eye, and Hedwig, and more people wille die... *sniff sniff* All in all it was movie worth seeing, definitely in the theatres. I kind of want to read the book again after watching the movie so I know what's up but then again it's showing next year =__='

When I got home I got an email from my 200 course instructor that midterm marks are up.. I passed. Thanks GOD <3 it ="S">

It's like quarter to 1 am now. I really want to sleep and people are coming over to chek out the house so I have to clean. I still need to do laundry and study TT_TT *Sigh*

Just. Keep. Praying. He listens.

This songs has been LSS for like... since the beginning of the semester. I found it when I was browsing the Passion City Church website because I was looking for the Passion video named Fruitcake and Ice Cream. Anyways here it is. It really speaks to the circumstances I am having now fighting Satan who's making me lose confidence in myself. Also, honorable mention to Hillsong London's The Father Heart. Whenever I listen to that songs, it reminds me of the good, or I may say blessings I have. I realized one time while at church that it's we, being humans, are easily swayed by the negative things around us and in us because Satan works to take us away from God and the Holy Spirit is grieving. Even though we worry about our problems, God still acts in the shadows or right in front of us saying that "He will take care of everything, just tell me your problems" BELIEVE.

Wow. I haven't ranted like this for such a long time. It's really wierd when I got my archives and see the time gap I have with my blogs. LOL.

We know where the Spirit of the Lord is
Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty
We know living in Your freedom
Living in Your freedom we see Your glory
We know where the Spirit of the Lord is
Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty
We're Yours and Yours is the Kingdom
We are Yours, and Yours is the Kingdom

You are the fire through the night
You are the flame that burns inside
We need Your presence more than anything
More than just a song to sing
More than words and offerings
We need Your presence more than anything

You're all that we want
You're all that we need
You're all that we want
You're all that we need

We know where the Spirit of the Lord is
Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty
We know living in Your freedom
Living in Your freedom we see Your glory
We know where the Spirit of the Lord is
Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty
We're Yours and Yours is the Kingdom
We are Yours, and Yours is the Kingdom

Call us closer to Your heart
Lead us, Lord, to where You are
We need Your presence more than anything

You're all that we want
You're all that we need
You're all that we want
You're all that we need

We know where the Spirit of the Lord is
Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty
We know living in Your freedom
Living in Your freedom we see Your glory
We know where the Spirit of the Lord is
Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty
We're Yours and Yours is the Kingdom
We are Yours, and Yours is the Kingdom

You're all that we want
You're all that we need
You're all that we want
You're all that we need

We know where the Spirit of the Lord is
Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty
We know living in Your freedom
Living in Your freedom we see Your glory
We know where the Spirit of the Lord is
Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty
We're Yours and Yours is the Kingdom
We are Yours, and Yours is the Kingdom

We know where the Spirit of the Lord is
Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty

Where the Spirit of the Lord Is
-Chris Tomlin feat. Christy Nockels

2010-10-26T11:42:00.000-04:00

R.I.P. Paul the Octopus

2010-10-22T11:02:00.003-04:00

My Friday is a free Friday!!! Except for one class... and a tutorial I skipped by waking up late. I woke up pretty early actually, 8:45 am. Today was one of those days that when you wake up, you're really awake and can't go back to sleep.

So I got up and turned Manchee on and checked Animefreak to see if Hakuouki has been updated and WALAH! It was!! by like. 1 Ep. I think they had double episode this week so I'm still waiting for the other one. I have been diligently checking the site if the anime's been subbed.

So far...

NO LUCK.

This week, I had two midterms =O Shocking!! Actually. NO. That's a life of an Engineering Student for you TT_TT I had Chemical Engineering Processes 2 and Statistics. They were... TROLL. Actually not stats. Stats was fair, but Chem Eng was troll. Her questions were so tricky. She put two concepts together and I got so confused O_O There were four questions, and one of them I kind of just guess. I hope I get part marks there. She's a nice instructor. I like her. It's just that. That midterm freaking confusing. TROLL!!

BIBLE VERSE: 1 Timothy 4: 12

Let no one despise your youth, but be an example to the believers in word, in conduct, in love, in spirit, in faith, in purity.

2010-08-24T21:44:00.002-04:00

It's my last week at work today. I am sad to say I'm going to miss that workplace. Even though I'm not friendly with everyone (I can't help it when someone hates you for being you) I will miss that place. My little table in the fax room where no one can see me sing and jam by myself while listening to radio or my playlists...

ANYHOW. ON THE BRIGHT SIDE...

*drum roll...*

The last book of the Hunger Games Trilogy has been released Today. YAAYY!!! It's called Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins. I was gonna go to Chapter's today and buy it but my brother didn't borrow the car from Daddy. I didn't want to get it at tdot in case the book gets dented while in my bag. Sorry for being anal. With that I wanted to buy The Solitude of Prime Numbers by Paolo Giordano. I was itching to buy this but I told myself to wait because I have to use this coupon where I get 5 bucks off when I spend 35 or more. I know. Such a rip-off. But I guess it's worth waiting to buy the book knowing I'm "saving money." I can't even this book right now 'cause I'm reading all my Harry Potter books atm. I don't know how this happened. Probably because I watched the first two Harry Potter movies while cleaning and I got excited about it that I ended reading the books anywhere. I went to a library near my work during lunch JUST to read Harry Potter. Even at home. I can't even do my everyday routine (Go home, eat dinner, play ps3, internet, sleep) TT_TT

I'm excited to see the 1st movie of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. I realized that this year, both Twilight and Harry Potter are releasing (twilight's been released already actually) a movie =O
I'm SO GOING TO SUPPORT Harry Potter. Probably going to watch the movie like 5 times more just to slap twilight in the face XD

I keep talking about my interests but I HAVE TO DO MY RESPONSIBILITIES. A.K.A. My Work Term Report. I really need to get that going. I don't think it's hard. IT'S JUST. The confidentiality of the firm is what I'm worrying about. I can't write all I do in that report since almost most of what I did in the firm is confidential =O Anyhow. I'm just going to pray that I be a good girl and finish it on Friday. 'Cause if I don't I'll probably ask my boss if I can drop by on Monday to finish my report TT_TT and that would be weird...

2010-08-17T22:56:00.005-04:00

In the past years, I get a haircut in the beginning of summer. This trend has been discontinued this year. For some reasons I got so occupied by work and PDEng that I forgot to have a haircut. HOW HORRIBLE IS THAT >_< haircut ="S">

My family's going to California.

One realization is that I didn't know Disneyland and Universal tickets will be REALLY expensive =O I'm like having doubts of going but my older brother wants to see goofy =_= such a kid

Anyhoo. back to my haricut. I'm think to get this:

EEEKKKK! Bangs. Going back to school with bangs is SO not a good idea. I would get zits, be annoyed of my hair, and ummmm... be more annoyed of my hair.

BTW, some pictures from Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part I got released today?! o.O I think. Just saw it in this video.

School is starting soon.... I need to sell my 1st year books and man all the buy/sell sites and forums I know for the books I need. The porblem is - I don't even know the books I need. The school's not giving the iformation regarding the books >= I'm getting pissed. Don't they know it's hard to look?? They can't expect everyone to buy it new =___=

I'm watching Scott Pilgrim vs. the World tomorrow. Again. With Winnie Li. Winnie Li I miss you.
We should hang-out more. Especially when school starts =D Or before. I should ask when's she moving in...

2010-07-17T22:23:00.004-04:00

I watched Inception yesterday....

That movie was EPIC. I'm glad I saw that movie. The HOTEL SCENE. That was intense. After seeing that movie I remember Paprika - the movie that freaked the hell out of me when I saw it with my friends in loo. After seeing Paprika, I couldn't sleep. I actually left my door open when I went back to res and after that, I left everything on (laptop, lights, etc) just for ummmm... comfort.

Paprika is a science fiction movie based on a novel. It talks about dreams as well. It's "about a research psychologist who uses a device that permits therapists to help patients by entering their dreams". They use a device called DC Mini to view people's dream. Doctor Atsuko Chiba helps her patients by going into their dreams and uses her alter ego called Paprika.

Inception, on the other hand, is about Leo's crew going to people's dreams to get confidential information through their subconscious. something like that. It one of a kind science fiction movie I've ever seen. Inception received 84% rating from Rotten Tomatoes. When I saw the rating without having seeing the movie yet, I thought the rating seems decent. But after seeing it. IT WAS A BIG NONO. It deserved more than that. Probli Leo haters all burst out hating the movie =O LOL.

I wanna see Descpicable Me!!! Probli tomorrow. 'cause my bro isn't here and my cousin. So the group isn't complete. probli tomorrow.

Anyhoo. Basically, the whole point of this blog is Inception was an AWESOME MOVIE.

2010-07-06T23:14:00.008-04:00

THREE SONG THAT I HAVE BEEN LISTENING ON YOUTUBE, ITUNES, or WINDOWS MP3. I don't have an indie one, although I just got back to my obsession for Ra Ra Riot song's Can You Tell.

You're Beautiful - Phil Wickham

We sang this at church last week Sunday. And the first thing I did when I got home right after church is to search this song. The lyrics is soo powerful. It describes what God we have and praise. What He did for us and the happy eternity that awaits us.

"When we arrive at eternity's shore
Where death is just a memory and tears are no more
We'll enter in as the wedding bells ring
Your bride will come together and we'll sing
You're beautiful"

YES. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL

Somebody to Love - Justin Beiber featuring Usher

Yes. I know. What a shame. Disgraceful. BUT. COME ON. It's a catchy song. It's a girl's guilty pleasure. It's like comparing it to California Gurls by Katy Perry which is HARDCORE ADDICTION TO MEN. I like this dude's version thou. Mellow and acoustic.

No Other - Super Junior

This song is UUUBBBBERRR CUTE. I feel butterflies in my stomach when I listen to this song. And this live version I'm going to post here from Youtube make you feel even cuter. Btw, Heechul's gone blonde again. Idk why I just wrote that even though don't care about him much. I like how he looks like wearing a hat thou probli 'cause I'm a hat person too.

2010-07-05T14:07:00.005-04:00

BOOK REVIEW: Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins

NOTE: Contains Spoilers

I have been meaning to read this book for a long time. I had right away after it got released but never read it until a week ago. I picked it up from my shelf and told myself, "I should read this book 'cause the last book is coming out". And so I did. And regretting it. This book gave me goosebumps. Seriously. It's a good thing I only have to wait for at least 2 months before the last books comes out. If I read this a year ago and have to wait at that time period for the 3rd book comes out. I would be hyperventilating.

WHAT THE HELL MAN. So unpredictable and sad at the same time. Coming from a dystopian author, the ending make sense. It was such a shock discovering that they're not together at the end of the second book. Seriously, this author is killing me. Peeta and Katniss ALL THE WAY. If they don't end up together... I don't know what I'm going to do. ~~BURN ALL THREE BOOKS?!~~ I'm still in a state of shock. Still thinking about that book, even though my thinking is not going to do anything and far worse that thinking it will change something. Well, the first book was like that too, Peeta and Katniss were drifting away from each other because of Katrinss' stupidity. GAHHH. Peeta and Katniss. but the ending of the second book is much worse that the first book , reaction-wise.

All in all, the book was absolutely thrilling. DID NOT EXPECT they would end up in the arena again. My hair went up when I read that part and when Peeta is convincing Katniss to just let him protect her and keep her alive. I was trying to stay sane. SO sweeeeettt. I melted right away, continued reading and ended up sleeping at 2:00 in the morning. Could not function well this morning since I'm sleep deprived and can't wait to read the last 30 pages of the books because I have to wait till I get home so I get an ebook and read till the end. O_O

Still shocked. The "There is no District 12" got to me and also when Haymitch says that Peeta was captured by the Capitol. GAHHH... STUPID. STUPID. WHY?!?!?!!! I hope Collins will do a phenomenal job in the last installment of this trilogy. Can't breath. Still absorbing what I just read 10 mins ago. I blogged right away after I finished reading to gather my thoughts.

So there is an uprising, not even in the midst of planning it. There has always been one. Peeta. Dear Peeta. Please survive the torture, cruelty, and pain the Capitol will inflict to you until the mighty rebels save you. Uprising. I wonder how Collins will end this series. I don't know how she ends her series. I didn't read the other series she wrote. But since these are dystopian novels, either two things happen: Overthrow Capitol or Capitol remains (with a side story of Peeta either dies or lives).

Please let Peeta live. Please let Peeta live. I beg you Suzanne Collins. I know other fans would like Peeta to live and live happy ever after with Katniss. Don't care about Gale, he's like a brother to her anyhow. That's what I gather from how Katniss voices out her thoughts about Gale. *sigh*

I've read 1984 by George Orwell and ughhh... The ending was depressing. It was a good book. The ending basically claims: No one can overthrow the government aka communism. But ahhh... Collins. I don't know if she would end up doing that ending like 1984 or not. "Does she like happy ending?" I don't know. I do though. It makes me feel good about this world I live in even though sorrow and pain exist.

"Will Suzanne Collins let them be together, Peeta and Katniss??" I don't know. Just. Please. Suzanne Collins. LET PEETA LIVE.

2010-06-01T23:49:00.011-04:00

It's annoying how I don't blog as much as I want to like before >=D

Weekend.

CARASSAUGA '10.

I went there on Friday because it's they're 25th anniversary so I though cool thing will be showcased and the fact that I can't go on Saturday and Sunday. Jen already hogged my weekend for Anime North 10. Katrina and I arrived at Hershey's Center at 8pm-ish. We were late. There's a ridiculous amount of people for a Friday. The weather was GORGEOUS. The sun was shinning brightly at that time of the day but it was windy so it's a balance. We walked around Hershey Center before going to different venues for the vent. The German venue screwed us thou. We can't find it. GPS failed Hcore on us. It took us to some industrial site. So after that, we went to Greece and then China. Greece was basically a gathering. More like. The Greeks just came to the venue to chill out with other Greeks 'cause it was mostly a cafe and concert. Not much to do. There were the traditional posters and artefacts of historical Greece. ither than that, it was chill. China, on the other hand, was like a market. There was food, stuff, and a concert/event. After, Katrina and I went to Mcd's for coffee. Katrina had thing argument... Actually, it's more like a reasoning how Mickidie's coffee is a decent coffee than Tim Horton's but crappier that Starbucks. DUHHH KATRINA. So yeah we went to the nearest Mcdo thanks to GPS. We chilled there till like 11"#0 then I dropped her off at her home. It was a nice day out. I like the pavillions at the Hershey's Center. Philippines had a WHOLE SKATING RINK MAAANN. SO INTENSE. When I came in the centre I was like 'Where's the Philippines' pavilion?' Didn't realize that it was like right up my nose. ~~SO DUMB EULA.~~

You kno wat. I like driving at night or more so by myself. It relaxes me. =]

CRAZINESS IN THE INDONESIA PAVILION

I AM HERCULES

ANIME NORTH.

SO many people dressed up as Final Fantasy characters and vocaloid. There are, you know, the occasional classics but ither than that, Final Fantasy and Vocaloid rule AN. I helped jen , my friend at the Artist Alley to sell some of her art. They we're mostly Vocaloid and Hetalia. She had an evee set, which became a HIT and got sold out FAST. I can't remember much ~~or more like I'm too lazy to blog 'cause I want to read a book or do other stuff~~ because it was like. two weeks ago. But anyhow, I had fun. I bought so many plushes. I have Tottoro plush too =] I was going to buy a GAZILLION Doraemon plush but I couldn't even find one. I was so upset, I told my friend I was upset there weren't any Doraemon plush. She was so surprised 'cause apparently, last year when she went to AN there were a lot.

There were a lot of awesome cosplays. I just sort of took picture here and there because I can't leave the table. We were pretty busy. But I got some pictures with Panda and Bowser.

BOWSER & I ARE BFFs.

MY FRIEND JEN DOING COMMISSIONS. SHE WAS REALLY BUSY MAN.

JEN AND I AT THE ALLEY

PLUSHIES WE BOUGHT ON SATURDAY AN. I didn't take a picture of our Sunday plushies.

HER BUTTONS FOR SALE. EEVEE wasn't sold out yet at this time.

2010-05-28T10:04:00.002-04:00

HI BLOG =]

Quick blogging.

SHOCKING REVELATION.

I was panning to replace my mp3 player 'cause it's old (even though I really like that cute little thing) it's just, I think it's already it's time. BUT IT'S STILL WORKING PROPERLY THOU. Compliments to the owner =]

I was going to buy CREATIVE ZEN: the 30 GB mp3 player. So I went to the BestBuy website and searched the price. SHOCKING REVELATION. It didn't pop-up AKA I think they're not selling it anymore.

SORRY TO SAY APPLE but I don't want to CONFORM. I don't want to buy an ipod or any of apple products exceptsfor the macbook. I want the Macbook for photoshop and artsy stuff. LOL.

BUT YEAH. I'm sad now =[ Apple is taking over the world. I can handle electronic products but I don't want to conform =[

2010-04-28T01:12:00.004-04:00

Today I saw my ECON mark. I am surprised to see that the mark I was on quest is higher than the mark I ought to get. PRAISE GOD.

I went to the University of McMaster today.

I LOVE MAC.

The campus is so pretty. It felt home-y (eee) to me. I felt no stress or pressure, what so ever while walking around the campus. It was a cold day today so we didn't really explore much. In fact, the campus has GREEN. Unlike UW.

Waterloo campus just has the dull atmosphere, construction site smell, and also manure. ELK. Also, no green. There's this one field but not really. There's like 3 or 4 construction sites =_=

*sigh* waterloo.

My friends are convincing me to go to mac. OH NO. PEER PRESSURE.

PS: Going to mac I meant yesterday. Didn't realize the time. GG

2010-04-26T20:53:00.002-04:00

I passed calculus =]

I was so scared to see my marks and I couldn't even sleep well last night. But, God, being my provider, made sure I passed. I am very happy to pass calculus. Also, thank God, I also passed 101. That class, actually on the verge of failing but God said that He won't forsake me and leave me =]

He was with me from the beginning of my exams all the way to the end. I don't know my matlab, and elec marks yet. But, I think I passed them. Its just, my bio mark. It's bringing my avg down TT_TT

2010-04-26T00:07:00.004-04:00

SCHEDULE FOR THE WEEK:

Monday

-Marks come out. SO probably be moping around the house. Thinking about the marks I got (Just really hoping I pass calculus. If I did. THANK GOD. THANK YOU SO MUCH) Also, have to clean the house. Brush-up with my VB skills (I've been trying to do this for the past few days, not working. Too distracted watching Call of Duty. I wish I can play. But I can't see those midgets that walk too fast and I would get killed easily. GG.) If I hopefully pass all my courses, I will have to call the undergrad office to talk about the transfer credit, etc on how to take courses on other university to see if I can lessen my work load for the years to come.

Tuesday

-GO TO MAC!! This will be an exciting day. I'm looking forward to it. At like noon-ish, depends on my bro, I'm going to Katrina's house, she sets up java on my laptop, I chill at her place or go to chapters. After we take the GO BUS to mac. Oh mac, how I wish I went there. Such a nice place. I love the campus too.

Wednesday

-I pick-up my cousin from school. After that.. probably do some programming and exercise. I'm fat. TRUE THAT.

Thursday

-I don't know yet.

Friday

-I don't know too.

Saturday

-Probably freak out that I have to start work soon. SO NERVOUS =s

Sunday

-Church. And freak out some more.

All The Earth Praise Him

2010-04-15T13:48:00.002-04:00

Haven't done this in a while. I don't know what to say... A lot had happened since last summer.Summer coming's so... It's been a year.

-Getting into the university I like.
-Trying to stay in the university I'm at.
-Trying to pass all my courses. I don't think I passed the exam I just wrote this morning. Calculus. Dreadful. Calculus. It was. I wasn't prepared to write that exam this morning. But I guess I kind of have to. I lost one day of sleep because of bio =_= I hope I passed that too. My mark booster is probably the one to bring my average down. So sad.

BUT

All else fail.

I AM STILL GOING TO PRAISE HIM.

I seriously don't know how I did in all the exams I wrote. But I know.

GOD WON'T FORSAKE ME.
GOD KEEPS HIS PROMISES.
I WON'T STOP PRAISING.

I will praise You
Name above every name
'Cause I'm trusting
In Your Word every day

It don't matter
Even what people say
'Cause I'm walking
In my promise today

Even when I'm scared
When I'm in the lowest valley
I know that You are always there
And I will praise You

I will sing Your praise forever
I will sing, I will praise You
I will shout Your Name forever
I will sing, I will praise You

O Praise Him
Jesus, Jesus

Praise Him
All the earth
Praise Him

Praise You

-Planetshakers

2010-04-12T11:10:00.003-04:00

Sorry blog if I ignored you for the last... ugh... months. Busy time. School. Super busy school. But this song touched me and it's just proves HOW GREAT GOD IS

You are beauty
Oh, how beautiful You are
Shining like a treasure

You are brilliant
And You overwhelm the stars
Glory without mesure

Glorious One, Glorious One
Merciful Father
Beautiful Son

Glorious One, Glorious One
You are my pleasure, You are my song
Oh Glorious One

You are mercy, and Your mercy is Your crown
Infinite and ageless

You are forever, and forever You will be
Worthy of all praises

God Your fame is great
It cannot be contained
Your name is praised
Above all other names

Glorious One

-Starfield

2010-04-06T15:29:00.001-04:00

It.

Was.

Just.

Blessing.

Thank YOU.

2010-03-16T21:20:00.001-04:00

Are We Still Responsible for Sins for Which We May Be Genetically Predisposed?

Even if some sins could be traced to our genetics, it would not exempt us from responsibility for such sins. The Scriptures teach that all human beings are born into this world as sons and daughters of Adam, and hence they are by nature children of wrath (Eph. 2:3). They are dead in trespasses in sins (Eph. 2:1, 5), and have no inclination to seek God or to do what is good (Rom. 3:10–11). We come into the world as those who are spiritually dead (Rom. 5:12, 15), so that death reigns over the whole human race (Rom. 5:17). Indeed, human beings are condemned by virtue of Adam’s sin (Rom. 5:16, 18). Such a radical view of sin in which we inherit a sinful nature from Adam means that sinful predispositions are part of our personalities from our inception. Hence, even if it were discovered that we are genetically predisposed to certain sinful behaviors like alcoholism or homosexuality, such discoveries would not eliminate our responsibility for our actions, nor would it suggest that such actions are no longer sinful. The Scriptures teach that we are born as sinners in Adam, while at the same time they insist we should not sin and are responsible for the sin we commit. We enter into the world as slaves of sin (Rom. 6:6, 17), but we are still morally blameworthy for capitulating to the sin that serves as our master.

~Amen

2010-01-22T09:20:00.000-05:00

YOOOO!!!! SUP BLOG???!!!!

2009-09-01T01:59:00.002-04:00

ANOTHER SHOCKER.

The Mortal Instruments by Classandra Clare is going to be a movie. The scary part of it is - it's OFFICIAL. I found out from YAreads that she herself anounced it along with the upcoming 4th book of the series [specifically about Simon]. I guess Jace and Clare have a happy ending. But I would like for them to be mentioned in the 4th book. I'm probably not gonna buy that one 'cause... it's not somewhat about Jace [total fangirl]

The media is gonna ruin again another book that I like. DAMN them. However, I like these fella's casting for City of Bones. Another however, I don't think they going to pick them [like Twilight] since it was only casted by a fan. Great choice of actors thou.

PS: The second installment of the Hunger Cames called Catching Fire will be released TODAY!!! SEPTEMBER 1ST!!!! I'LL BE ONE OF THE FIRST ONES TO GRAB A COPY!!!

Why does Summit Enterntainment have a habbit of releasing crappy Twilight movies in my birthday. GAH!!! It ruins it, like the last time.

2009-08-20T16:49:00.002-04:00

They're making Paper Towns into a movie. Mandate Picture already bought the movie rights for it. GAHH!!! Who do they keep doing this to these poor books!!! :O Y_Y

Although, I have a different feeling for this one unlike Time Traveler's Wife. Mandate Pictures. I like Mandate Pictures. They're the one who produced Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, Harold and Kumar: Escape from Guantanamo Bay, Stranger Than Fiction, and Nanny McPhee. Which are the movies that I like :)

So I havea different vibe on this one.

BUT STILL!!! GAHH!!! POOR QUINTEN AND MARGO!!!

2009-08-18T22:04:00.001-04:00

After the nth attempt to access my engmail.uwaterloo e-mail.

YAY!! I did it!!! I feel very accomplished :)

2009-08-14T01:33:00.003-04:00

I'm reading Willow by Julia Hoban and there's this one part that really caught my attention. It caught my attention that I booted up my computer and put it in my blog :)

Willow [the protagonist] is crying while explaining all this stuff to Guy [her hero *giggle*] and then she says...

"I need a Kleenex." She sniffs.

Guy disengages his hands from hers, takes the hem of his sweatshirt,

and wipes her nose with it.

"That's romantic," she says, embarassed.

"Well, it is sort of, because I wouldn't do it for anybody else in the world."

GAAAHHH!!! OF COURSE THAT'S ROMANTIC. I died from being so kilig of what Guy did. Come one, there's sipon and luha and probably kulangot [because it's rainning and it's cold so u never know] all together but he still wipes it off of her face. That's pretty... adorable for a guy to do. With the kadiri stuffy, honestly, I don't think I guy would do that. They would probably just follow what Willow said that takes a Kleenex and then after that there's this other one...

"You're crying again." He shifts so he can take her in his arms.

"Yeah, I know. Gimme your swewatshirt."

"Okay, hang on." He wipes her tears away. "You going to start hiccupping again?"

I love Pon and Zi :)

2009-08-12T03:38:00.007-04:00

I just finished reading Looking For Alaska, written by John Green. I'm proud to say that it will be one of the books that I will ocassionally read, grasping Green's philosophical and religious words. The book left such me questioning my faith. But that's good though. I know it's healthy for your faith. I am a Believer. It's not being questioned in the book but it kind of contradicts some parts. You tend to believe it because of the protagonist's realization and the power of the words being used. Well, that's english. Of course, I didn't like the part that she died but there's a comeback that she left such a legacy at Culver Creek. Given that this is Green's first novel, I am giving him more than two thumbs-up for this novel. This is my second time reading a Green novel. He definitely exceeded my expectations for teen books. I used to read only 'literature books' as listed at Chapters and never browsed the teen section. YA READS. YOU ARE MY HERO.

John Green. I salute you.

"How do you get out of the labyrinth of suffering?" − A.Y.

[Such a hard question yet nothing can't seem to stop people's suffering.]

""'Everything that comes together falls apart,'" the Old Man said.

"Everything. The chair I'm sitting on. It was built, and so it will fall apart.

I'm gonna fall apart, probably before this chair. And you're gonna fall apart.

The cells and organs and systems that make you you− they came together, grew together, and so must fall apart. The Buddha knew one thing science didn't prove for millennia after his death: Entropy increases.

Things fall apart."

We are all going, I thought, and it applies to turtles and turtlenecks, Alaska the girl and Alaska the place, because nothing can last, not even the earth itself.

The Buddha said that suffering was caused by desire, we'd learned, and the the cessation of desire meant the cessation of suffering.

When you stopped wishing things wouldn't fall apart, you'd stop suffering when they did.

Someday no one will remember that she ever existed, I wrote in my notebook, and then, or that I did.

Because memories fall apart, too.

And they're left with nothing, left not even with a ghost but with its shadow.

In the beginning she haunted me, haunted my dreams, but even now, just weeks later, she was slipping away, falling apart in my memory and everyone else dying again."

− Miles "Pudge" Halter

Pahabol:

Just out of the blue. John Green's protagonists really open [present tense because I am currently reading his books] my mind into the things I, myself, have been thinking. His character are likable. Their thinking is not complicated but they're intelligence just stuns me. They answer questions we, ourselves are afraid to answer. Especially Papertowns' protagonist named Quention; his very long quote at the end while talking to Margo [like the name btw] as he comes to know the real Margo and all about papertowns and papergirls/boys. WOW. Stunning.

Pudge's quest for 'the Great Perhaps'. I want a Great Perhaps of my own as well...

2009-08-11T20:38:00.005-04:00

Ang SAYA SAYA KO!!!

Whenever I go to any Chapters or Coles store I always look for Markus Zusak's novel entitled When Dogs Cry. I can't seem to find that book when I search it. It just doesn't show up. I've been looking for it in like... 10 months? I think. Even online chapters. I DOESN'T SHOW UP. I'm starting to think that it wasn't released yet but when I googled it, it was released like 5 years ago [something like that]. It's not even downloadable, I CAN'T FIND IT!! I am starting to give up and suddenly, I looked at Zusak's section of books in Chapters. There's the Book Theif, I am the Messenger, and other ones. There are this two books that named: Fighting Ruben Wolfe and Getting the Girl. I read the book summary and the protagonist's name is Cameron Wolfe. Wolfe? that's the same name as When Dogs Cry. I google. And apparently. The North American title of When Dogs Cry is Getting The Girl. GETTING THE GIRL!!! GAH!!! Why do they change the booktitles??! -_-
It's the second book of Fighting Ruben Wolfe. So today, after spending 5 hours in the Library studying, I went to Chapter's to browse books. And I saw the one of Joyce Meyer's books are on sale so I bought it :) Then... I went to see if they have Getting The Girl. They do, in a paperback version. I searched engine the first books typing 'Markus Zusak'. I saw that they have the same book on sale for the cheapest price I ever saw a book on sale... 2 BUCKS!!! Getting The Girl. Hardcover Version. 2 BUCKS!!! I asked for help and she was very happy, for me, to show me where the book is located. WOW! 2 BUCKS! for the book that I spent ages looking for!!! One of the best days in my life!!! 2 BUCKS!!! SERIOUSLY. FOR 2 BUCKS! Now. I'm itching to finish Green's LfA and then I'll read Willow [borrowed book from library]. I have to buy the 1st book first so I have to make a trip to Chapters again and order it :)

I've gotta feeling... [woohooo] that tonight's gonna be a good night

that tonight's gonna be a good night

that tonight's gonna be a good good night

2009-08-11T02:30:00.002-04:00

CJ from the show Big Meal from the radio station Magic 89.9 mentioned my name. Sending the U2's I'll Go Crazy If I Don't Go Crazy Tonight to Me :) Dorky. I love them :)

2009-08-11T02:00:00.002-04:00

Whenever I see a trailer or anything that mentions the movie of Time Traveler's Wife, I get so angry. In my opinion, this one is one of those books that you can just make made into a movie. GRRR. I was watching How I Met Your Mother and then in it's commercial, Jessica Alba's face popped-out. I definitely knew it was that trailer so I ran upstairs ['cause I was in the basement]. It's an impulse thing. I was like "Get her face out of my eyesight!" so I ran upstairs and waited for like a minute and went downstairs. I really like watching movies that are from books but not for this one. And Secret Life of Bees. That book was phenomenal as well. Zack Taylor. I want to meet you :)

2009-07-27T00:38:00.002-04:00

July is ending soon. I ~~told~~ promised myself I will start studying in the beginning of August...

GAH!!! I don't know if I can do it. Two tests right away. One during orientation week and the other the same time as my lab. I still haven't asked the school about that. Damn. It's hard. I wanna cherrish my summer but I have to think of these tests.

But it's summer... Even though the weather is killing it. So far, Mr. Sun has been hiding and depriving us of atleast one Beach Day. grrr. Damn Climate Change. We talked about this at church. Me, my bro, and Jean: apparently it's called climate change and it's not global warming. Know why? Cause it's not literally warming 'everywhere' so climate change it is.

SAD TO SAY

sugite yuku dake

IT´S ALWAYS RAINING SINCE YOU´VE BEEN AWAY

COME BACK TO ME~~[sun.lol.]~~

2009-07-23T01:23:00.002-04:00

I am currently listening to Magic 89.9 online ['cause I'm a loser and I really like them and it's my music while reading online] and Suzy, from the Big Meal mentioned facebook saying thank you to the people that commented and I heard my name.

Suzy mentioned my name :)

It's nice to comment on their account.

It's nice to hear your name on the radio.

2009-07-20T04:39:00.002-04:00

Time Taveler's Wife is a phenomenal book. I sobbed. Tears kept coming out of my eyes but I still ignored the boxof tissue in front of me. But eventually, I gave up: I sobbed and sobbed until my eyes hurt.

Great story but it is sad.

I really don't like the idea that they're making this into a movie. The plot advancement and story's too complicated. Wow! The book captured Brad Pitt's attention. He's even producing it! I think the movie would suck. It would ruin the book for me. Even though it hurts and there's hope in the end. I really love this book. It's sad that I don't have a hard copy. Oh well. Audrey Niffenegger, you have created a modern classic novel.

Up next: SOOKIE STACKHOUSE!!! I'M EXCITED!!!

2009-07-19T02:27:00.001-04:00

STORY 1: My cousin told me about this HBO series called True Blood and she said it was about vampires. I then said back to her that after reading a vampire book [duh. Twilight], i don't like to entertain myself with other vampire entertainment. It's just annoying; how you know, before in Harry Potter's time, not all people read magic books and suddenly they every wizard/magic/sorcerer book has emerged even the ancients ones that are buried back shelves of bookstores. It really gets on my nerves and I don't know why. But she has this pull on me, made me agree to watch it, and truly believes that I will really like the show. So I downloaded it out of torrent immediately.

STORY 2: I have about a page of MS Word of the title of books that I want to read. So far, I scratch out about only 3 or 4. I am completely procrastinating, which is not good. I promised myself to finnish all those books by the end of this summer. T_T I have ~~complete faith in myself~~that that is going to happen. KASHAAA!! So one of the stack of books in that overflowing booklist is the whole series of Sookie Stackhouse. ~~It's pretty gay of me to say this after saying I don't want to read/watch any vampire stuff~~ but this series has been highly praised by the two booksite that I always check. I got curious, rad the plot and it's pretty interesting. So I decided I'm going to read all 9 Sookie books. NINE BOOKS!!!

STORY 3: Just now, I am browing Chapters' website and I come across the last installment of Sookie. I read the first sentence of back details of the books that is shown in the site and I AM DUMBFOUNDED OF WHAT I READ...

Yes, you're right [if you're hinting] they made Sookie Stackhouse into a TV Show. Now, I really want to read the whole series. If my cousin says it's a good show, I believe her because she has some high taste in terms of entertainment. O.M.G. They are the same.

I am really itching to read the series. I seriously can't wait to read those 9 books when I'm done Audrey Niffeneger's book.

2009-07-17T04:57:00.002-04:00

I really should stop this irregular sleeping habbit.

~~I really try to sleep regularly.~~

But it always happens that everyday, I see the dawn and I'm just about the sleep...

2009-07-15T17:19:00.003-04:00

I need a new haircut. I don`t know what to do with my hair though.

Last year summer it was like this.

Then it grew longer like this.

Now, what's next?

2009-07-15T17:05:00.001-04:00

POKER is addicting.

I wish it can be my profession.

-A professional poker player. YUMM.

2009-07-15T00:16:00.005-04:00

WAAA!!!

I haven't updated you for so long. It's been almost 3 months (excluding the useless post on June).

I'm very sorry burogu-san.

I don't have a job. I'm an official bummer. I have to study in August though, to prepare for my English test and Math Prep Test for Waterloo Eng. I'm so scared!!! I feel like everyone is so smart and I'll have the lowest GPA in the chemeng dept. That's means I have to work my butt off triple times than high school. That should be ok, NO, that should be GREAT. A month of studying English and Math. Even though they don't actually correlate (It would confuse my organized brain) I still have to work really hard.

Gambatte Eula-chan!!

Before studying, I have to do some leisures (pfft. I should set my priorities properly):

-I have to Read at least 20 books before starting my 5 yrs of hardship.

-Learn to cook at least 20 dishes which is easy since I don't go out anymore. (I stay in my hsue and try to read as many books as I can)

-Learn Jap (I will never be able to do this. I saw my timetable for fall 2009 O.O I could not believe my eyes. I was packed! Mon-Fri I have to wake-up early for 8:30 am classes)

-Bungee Jump T_T. That's my ultimate goal this year.

UNIVERSITY IS COMING. SOONER THAN I THOUGHT. I really hope I get V1 for res. I don't really want to be living with some girl.

PS: Tita Evelyn and her family will coem tom from the Philippines. I'm really happy that they're here...

I brought you something close to me,
Left for something you see though your here.
You haunt my dreams
There's nothing to do but believe,
Just Believe. Just Breathe.

Another day, just believe,
Another day, just breathe
Another day, just believe,
Another day. Just breathe.

I'm used to it by now.

2009-06-23T02:07:00.003-04:00

You are SO outdated.

BUT

I still LOVE you.

Lemme revive you :D

Ps: I want a new haircut. Hello Summer.

2009-04-08T06:57:00.000-04:00

I hate essays with a passion.

grrr.

2009-04-08T06:56:00.000-04:00

You're so ~~OUTDATED~~.

But I still Love you <3

2009-03-16T14:24:00.001-04:00

In romance movies, the things heroes do are ~~probably~~ realistic.
One's sorrow cannot be simply be alleviated by a paper bag...

-Nana, Chapter 81

2009-03-12T17:38:00.002-04:00

After this day, I felt relieved.

It's like the boulder on my back was replaced bya feather. I don't feel a thing!!! I'm worry-free!!! March break next week. I have to schedule the whole week so it won't go to waste :D that week is very precious.

FRIDAY

-Chapter's after school

-Read

-Probably do Chem and English

SATURDAY

-Practice Driving

-Heroes Marathon

-BBF marathon

SUNDAY

-Church

-Practice Driving

Monday

-Clean house

-Clean room

-Clean wardrobe

Tuesday

Wednesday

Thursday

Friday

Shit. so much free time.

2009-03-06T05:35:00.000-05:00

RIP Mr. Francis Magalona.

Master Rapper.

I respect you.

2009-03-01T14:35:00.002-05:00

Fixed my blog. Now it's cool and awesome-o (using katrina's lingo).

SPOILER CITY OF GLASS.

Twilightmomsforums had this post about a deleted scene in City of Ashes that's going to be in City of Glass:

"You lied to the Clave?" Simon wasn't sure whether to be impressed or
dismayed. "That's like a CIA agent lying to the government."
Jace looked at him blankly. "The what? You know, never mind." He raked
his hair back with his fingers. "Yes, I lied. Isabelle and Alec know,
so I doubt I'll be able to keep it forever from the Clave or the
Inquisitor. But if they knew Clary could do what she does - they'd
want her as a fighter, a weapon. And she's not equipped for that. She
wasn't brought up for it -" He broke off, sensing Simon's eyes on him.
"What?"
"You're Nephilim," Simon said slowly. "Shouldn't you want what's best
for the Clave? If that's using Clary -"
"You want them to have her? To put her in the front lines, up against
Valentine and whatever army he's raising?"
"No," Simon said. "I don't want that. But I'm not one of you. I don't
have to ask myself who to put first, Clary or my family."
Jace flushed a slow dark red. "It's not like that. If I thought it
would help the Clave - but it won't - she'll just get hurt -"
"Even if you thought it would help the Clave," Simon said flatly,
"you'd never let them have her."
"What makes you say that?"
"Because no one can have her but you," said Simon.

KYAAA!!! JACE!!! DECLARATION OF LOVE. And I know it's requited love.

*Blushes* I hope the rumors are true and I know Cassandra Claire won't disappoint me.

2009-03-01T02:30:00.005-05:00

My old but still using-a-while-ago blog lay-out crashed. Apparently, the pictures used "exceeded bandwidth limit". Something like that. So I had to switch to my old one. I have no choice. I have no time to choose a new one which equally means I have no willingness to change it plus procrastination for beautifying my blog.

I was browsing some T-shirt prints for my school's multilcultural T-shirts when I saw this.

And THIS

ahaha. Super benta. ang kulit ng mga shirts eh.
I WANT THEM.

2009-03-01T02:07:00.005-05:00

~~I should be reading 1984 but~~ instead I'm itching to read more on Jace Wayland's heroic adventures to fight his love for Clary Fray. Eventhough, it's impossible, I don't believe it, like other book fans as well. This Forum has some pretty good predictions about the last upcoming book of Cassandra Clarie's Mortal Instrument Trilogy titled, City of Glass. I wish my instincts about this book are right and it won't upset me, like Breaking Dawn. It's twists were unexpected in a good way but I wasn't expecting anything like that. Bella getting pregnant? Anyway, Marcyjo already read the book and she wrote, "I have never enjoyed reading a book as much as I enjoyed this one.Never."

I hope she's right. So far though, the previous two books have been beyond my expectations. I liked them. I hate cliffhangers though!! GAH!! They kill me. And then I check into forums peeping if there's something important that happened or a good prediction that's gonna happen in the next book coming up.

I also wish that CC would have the same way of thinking as soulin8 who wrote in the Forum.
"I am going with ONLY Sebastian - or even better - Jace and Seb are bros and Clary is related only by nature (Shadowhunter) alone...and they end up warring over her. Well, even if they don't fight over her maybe something else good will come of it storywise... :)"

*faints* *gains consciousness*
I would be screaming with joy if this would happen after reading the book!!!

SHIT. I really should be reading 1984, and I haven't chosen for my culminating novel. grrr... Should I do 'We' by Eugene Zamiatin or "The God of Small Things" by Arundhati Roy.

I really can't decide yet.

2009-02-19T22:47:00.002-05:00

Having a bad start for the day does not actually means it's gonna last the whole day. I just proved that today. Well, not technically but it still balances my day. I wrote a Calculus quiz 2nd period. It wasn't that hard, I really like that class too. I have high hopes in that class. It's the only class that I actually look forward to everyday. EXCEPT for CHEMISTRY. DREADFUL CHEMISTRY. I can't believe I got those marks for my fcuking test and quiz!!! I'm so stupid! I don't know if my brains still fuctioning. Is it?? I don't think. But seriously, I need to redeem myself from all this failure. I have to. HELP. I asked my mom to be my tutor :) she said yes (actually, she said she'll try 'cause she forgot some stuff already) All day I was moping around trying to torture and punish myself from my mistakes and failures. DAMN. I need tearts to flow on my cheeks.

Going on the brighter side of my day. I GOT ACCEPTED AT MCMASTER! I FELT BETTER. SO MUCH BETTER. Then I reliaze: I should stop being hard on myself. SERIOUSLY. I should. It was one of my new year's reso anyhow. Therefore I need to practice it.

AJA AJA!

2009-02-16T18:09:00.000-05:00

I WANNA MEET Cabel Strumheller.

2009-02-11T18:13:00.002-05:00

YESTERDAY. I went to the optometrist and got my eye checked-up. She said they were fine and I DO ~~NOT~~ NEED GLASSES.

TODAY. I wrote my chemistry quiz and missed the first question.

Dammet! Do I really ~~not~~ need it?? Damn. Damn. Damn.

2009-02-01T00:44:00.002-05:00

I just read The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins. The most intense book I read so far. Brillant book. It leaves you hanging for more. As what others authors have commented, 'It's addicting.' I want to read more!

GAAAHH!!! I can't wait for the second book. September 2009, are you serious? I can't wait that long...

*pouts* ~~I have to study for chem.~~

2009-01-30T23:49:00.006-05:00

JEALOUSY, turning saints into the sea

Swimming through sick lullabies

Choking on your alibis

But it's just the price I pay

Destiny is calling me

Open up my eager eyes

'Cause I'm ~~MS.Brightside~~

Jealous... should I be??

Honestly speaking,

There's a part of me,

but I don't want it to takeover my sanity.

2009-01-24T21:02:00.002-05:00

2 down. 1 to go. Advanced Functions. I'll nail it down, soon.

...79 out of 81 in the Problem Solving part of Physics exam...
Thank you.

Now that the burden is done, I don't feel like studying anymore 'cause my brains all drained out Physics. In short, nothing will stay in my mind even if I study functions.

Gah! I should not be pessimistic. Erase Erase.

2009-01-20T00:00:00.003-05:00

SAKURAI SHO WILL BE IN NEW YORK CITY ON FEBRUARY 6 TO PROMOTE THE MOVIE YATTERMAN.

NY, Sho it's going to answer questions from 4pm at the Comic Com New York, please go, go and take amazing photos of Sho and get a chance to hear him speak in person... in english?

How about Toronto??

~~grrr...~~

2009-01-19T23:46:00.003-05:00

01-12-09. 12th episode of How I met Your Mother Season 4.

Marshall finds out the downside of his new job, Lily helps Barney work out rage issues, and there's something in the air around Ted and Robin. Ted and Robin become "friends with benefits" to deal with the stress of being roommates, such as Robin leaving an empty milk carton in the refrigerator. After Barney begins to solve all their problems (cleaning the apartment, stocking the refrigerator with milk, taking out the trash), Ted realizes that Barney loves Robin. He then decides to stop having casual sex with Robin, telling her "Someone would get hurt". When Robin relays this message to Barney, she thinks Ted was afraid of getting hurt because he's too romantic. She says "He's always like--" and then Barney finally confesses, saying "I love you" to Robin. Robin, however, thinks he is just imitating Ted. Barney doesn't correct her. The episode ends with Future Ted restating Lily's earlier argument: "When two exes decide to just be casual, someone always gets hurt." However, the person in question turned out not to be Robin or Ted, but Barney.

One of the best episode I watched so far.

2009-01-18T18:46:00.003-05:00

Exams are coming up. And I can't answer physics questions...

Oh no!!!

But. I should be positive. Since I read "The Secret," the law of attraction will help me. I will get a good mark in physics, religion, and math. I will have an average of +90%.

2009-01-09T10:01:00.003-05:00

Friday. At last. The last day of the week to go to school.
And I'm in the mood for blogging.
And a week before exam. Gahh!!! The one-dreadful-important-thing that all students have to write. But for me, of course, I seriously need it. For me to become successful for my post secondary education I need to do well.
But before going into my serious nerd-mode: I need to be free. I wanna explore the outside world I missed while staying in my house during the christmas break (oh yes, i'm boring). I don't have work, how am I gonna spend money?? Plus, I did my aif for universities and found two typos when I submitted it. (What if they think that person's dumb because she can't spell T_T)

OH NO!

Don’t talk to me that way

I don’t ever want to hear you say

~~Anything~~

2009-01-07T20:58:00.005-05:00

I just submitted my admission information form that I wrote during the break...

I quadruple(more that 4 times!) checked it before submitting. BUT, when I copy pasted it to a msword so I have a copy, I then noticed: I HAD 2 TYPOS.

GRAAAAAAA!!!!!

What if they won't accept me because of those typos.

Pano kung sabihin nila ang bobo naman ng taong to, di marunong mag-ispell ng committee at assistant. "She will ruin our reputation"

*hits head on the wall while crying*

2009-01-07T10:33:00.001-05:00

Bakit hindi SNOW DAY!!!!

I woke up and called Shannon 6:30 in the morning to ask but it wasn't T_T

My hope vanished.

LETCHE!!!! AAAAHHHH. 2 weeks before exam! Di ko na kaya!!!

2009-01-04T17:03:00.003-05:00

First entry of 2009.

CHINESE HOROSCOPE 2009

The Horse

Fun, charming and attractive sums up the Horse’s traits perfectly. They love parties and crowds and being the centre of attention. They can also be egotistical, hotheaded and impatient. The Horse is a considerate and protective friend and partner and when in his company, there will always be excitement around the next corner.

Forecast for 2009 2009 will see the Horse making excellent progress in whatever area of his life he chooses. Finances will feature in a positive way as well with a possible increase in income. They should take care, however, to manage their money wisely and make plans. Balance needs to be maintained between work time and leisurely pursuits in order to stay healthy and centered. The Horse will have a tendency to overdo things this year. January to March will be fortuitous for changing jobs while April and December will favor romantic pursuits – for those attached, these months could bring news of an engagement!

Interesting Horse Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Golden Topaz
Special Flower: Rose
Best Hours: 11am-1pm
Season: Summer
Horoscope Colors: Orange, White, Yellow

Yeah boi Orange!

Ok. REMEMBER EULA. It's the year to be serious. Especially for school.

Let's get wild this year.

kaso: "AYOKO PANG PUMASOK!"

2008-12-31T23:07:00.011-05:00

One. More. Hour.

2009

I want this new year to be great! I want to be rejuvenated. There's so much things I want to do and accomplish this coming year. Although it's snowing outside. You know, environment affects you as well. But, seriously: "I will make this year PRODUCTIVE and GREAT!"

-Get my driver's license
-Know more indie songs
-Road Trip (like ate thea)
-Anime North with a car
-Camping
-Eat Less
-P90X More
-Study Hard,
-Get an Award
-Use my time wisely
-Play my gruitar more often
-Learn SERIOUS Japanese
-Clubbing (I'm 19!)
-Earn at least 4k sa summer
-Less asianation
-Less Yuya-ation

-Read more inspirational books
-Procrastinate less
-Be more committed
-Be more faithful
-Less internet
-More change

-Learn how to baby freeze

-Stop being so hard on myself
-Become independent
-Less spending

-and many more (i will add later)

I will seriously try my best to do this. I will. Anyhoo, 8 more minutes and...

GOODBYE 2008

HELLO 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2008-12-31T03:18:00.009-05:00

My Year-end blog for 2008:

WOW. I know everyone says this but, seriously: "It's been a year." 2009. I wonder what it'll be like. But before I go wa head of my future, I want to backtrack first:

JANUARY 2008:

Waahh, I still remember that I worked on New Years Day. More money [that's what I always thought] There's not much I can remember though. There's that dreaded Physics exam that I seriously failed, that's why my mark went down by 4%. (eeekkk!) I had stiff neck writing that exam!! That exam: I can still remember. We wrote the exam half an hour late due to some 'technical' difficulties [I heard that there was a vault for the exam papers and they couldn't open it]. Honestly, that late-ness help because he took out 2 parts of the test [which when I saw I had no clue what to write on it] and we wrote it for three hours. But that three hours wasn't enough! Or I may say that the exam was just REALLY HARD! ...The good thing is: we went to Mandarin to release the stress of exam week :D...

FEBRUARY 2008:

The start of 2nd sem of my Grade 11. There was nothing wrong with my sched, for what I believe. Hariet's Surprise Debut. That's when I met all the loyolapeeps: which who I later hanged-out with. The Debut was fun. We were at ORC and I didn't have sleep because the nexy day, we had to drop off my Dad in the airport. It's the month when my Dad went to vsit home [for the first time]... Also, I won't forget this month 'cause I lost my boyfriend. T.T Damn Camera.

BYE BOYFRIEND.

MAY2008:

I got my new camera. Thank brother. Hello my new boyfriend: Canon SD1100 IS

MAY> Anime North! Yay! I went with Anja and Katrina. I saw Mr. Everything - DORAEMON!! and ofcourse, I bought him :) I saw a lot of cosplays too and wrestling ['course it's fake]. Being a good sister, I bought a DVD for my brother.

JUNE-AUGUST 2008:

Let's jump ahead. SUMMER! The most awaited season. Ang mainit na panahon. It's the time to sweat. AHAHA. I had this summer 2008. Even though I needed to save up money. I was on the vibe of letting loose and spending. Wonderland. T-dot. Work. Mall. T-dot. Work. Work. Ica's, Kat's, Cyrus' and Tita Carmel's Birthdays. Jack Darling Picnic. Hillsong Concert, .WORK. and more WORK. PNE Concert. tapos birthday ni Camyl. I hanged-out more with flips than my school friends. True, summer is the time to hang-out with ur non-school friends. I was with them more, even though I was with Anja all the time <3.>

I loved my summer. Maraming happenings. Talagang kinalimutan ko ang school; kumayod at nagpakasaya ako. "Let good times roll since you have it." It's not like before na nagpakaluma ako sa bahay. Di rin ako nagsummer school kahit alam kong tatas ang mark ko sa english kung tinake ko un. I still want my summer. I don't it to be filled with memories of reading english book s and writing essays. Technically, I DID read books. Some romantic vampire books. BWAHAHAHA! oh yes! I read the whole twilight series this whole summer! I remember at work:

Eula: Hey Mara. I'm reading Twilight now. 'kya! kya!'

Mara: 'eeee' OMG Eula! What took you so long to read twilight! What took you Eula!!!

And this summer is when Breaking Dawn was released. The last book which I found out to be not so good. I didn't like it. Even Mara didn't like it.

SUMMER, what's more? NEWS>ARASHI>NEWS>TEGOSHI YUYA [my new lover]. It's the season to get addicted. Watching my all-time dramas, tv shows, and more. wahaha. It's the time to get updated. then comes school. blah.

SEPTEMBER 2008:

SCHOOL. What's worst? GRADE 12. Applying for universities. STUDY HARD.

In short: TIME TO GET SERIOUS.

but still, I'm procrastinating. [I think because I didn't start this year great]

Also, time to be broke. I had no work. I quit because I promised myself to get VERY high marks, which became a fluke.

OCTOBER 2008:

Kuya's birthday. It's nothing special. Just aget together 'cause he had a bonga birthday last year [Debut kasi] THere's the kambal's 17th birthday. Went to spoon and fork tapos umuwi na.

NOVEMBER 2008:

It's my Debut naman. and also Halloween.

I went to Stephanie's for sleepover and got spicy beard. Damn! It was really spicy. I went to Waterloo for open house that day and there's party after for my Aunt. She got drunk. It was funny, ahehe.

Release of Twilight movie. I had fun watching it. Some say it was good. Others say horrible. Some say it should had never been a movie. For me, it was fun. I wasn't giggling. I was guffawing. ahaha.

OK. MY DEBUT. 2 DAYS.

Day 1: School friends. Played Wii and some word game that I didn't know. Of course, Karaoke.

Day 2: Flips. Honestly, it was awkward. 2 different groups together. I didn't realize that. Anyhoo. It was fun for mee. Kasi lahat kami sama-sama.

After Debut. school work. It got piled up. Tests and more tests. For the first time [I was very proud of myself] I got perfect in a Physics test :) Momentum.

DECEMBER 2008:

CHRISTMAS=SEMBREAK=GIFTS. I am very thankful to God that my whole family is well, and healthy. No problems for the coming year [I may say I have to try hard so there won't be any]

There was two Christmas Dinner. Batchmates and Iona-girls.

I was supposed to go skating. The stupid snow storm cancelled it. ggrrr.

Bye. Bye. 2008. Hello 2009.

Now. NEW YEAR's RESOLUTION -->next blog :)

2008-12-30T23:43:00.008-05:00

My 2008 AWARDS for the following categories goes to:

1) BUDDY OF THE YEAR?
-Anja. My anjalove...

2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend)
-sh08 *i just talked to them yesterday. I was very happy :)

3) NEWCOMER AWARD - COOLEST NEWEST FRIEND?
- mmm. I can say loyolapeeps.

3) HIGHEST POINT OF THE YEAR?
-My Birdthday :)[November] amd Anime North (kahit napagod ako) [May]

4) LOWEST POINT OF THE YEAR?
-October (wala akong maaalang importanteng nangyari)

5) BEST HOLIDAY?
-Merry Christmas!

6) YOUR SONG FOR 2008?
-mmm.too many.

7) BEST MOVIE FOR 2008?
* Dark knight.. Ponyo on the cliff by the sea lol

8) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH
AND WHERE?
-I think I worked that day.

9) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN?
-I was the candy lady. (I didn't go anywhere because I had to prepa

10) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR?
-mmm. I think I'll go with the Congee-han in H&H (kasi palagi akong nandun)

11) KISS OF THE YEAR?
-wal-ey!!!

12) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR?
-I need education.

13) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR?
-UNIVERSITY. eeekkk.

14) MOST STUPID IDEA WHEN DRUNK?
-Comedian daw ako. ahaha.

15) TV SHOW OF THE YEAR?
-Grey's Anatomy [Hollywood] and Lalola/Eat Bulaga[GMA]

16) MOST LOYAL FRIEND(s)?
-Too many to mention

17) HEARTBREAKER OF THE YEAR?
-Camyl. AHAHA.

18) BIGGEST CHANGE OF THE YEAR?
-September. OMG! Grade 12 na ko!

19) NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION?
-Marami. first ofall. WORK HARDER.

thanks to Blueboi

2008-12-27T04:09:00.003-05:00

I just made 5 paragraphs with at least 300 words for admission for waterloo.

5 x 300 = 1 500 words.

I feel accomplished =]

*sigh*

I still have to do two more for queen's and toronto. OH WELL, I'm just going to recycle my essay for waterloo.

2008-12-25T16:17:00.002-05:00

Merry Christmas! Yesterday we had Noche Buena, but I went to sleep right away because I didn't feel like associating with our family friends. I really miss pinas pasko...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!

and a

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! soon

2008-12-23T00:35:00.002-05:00

There's so much school-work to do...

I wish I can do and cram everything in one day...

...but my pace doesn't allow it. grrrr.

amp

2008-12-20T12:29:00.004-05:00

Christmas is coming! But somehow, it doesn't feel like Christmas...

I miss pinas pasko.

Lucky Mark, I wish he won't forget my pasalubong..

PS: I wanna make a snow man. There's so much snow outside ^o^

It's Aiba's b-day soon!!!

xiah love...

2008-12-15T11:05:00.001-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

XIAH <3

2008-11-21T01:21:00.004-05:00

11.21.08

~~I AM FINALLY A LADY~~

waaaah. So much responsibility for an eighteen year-old girl. i meant lady. It's 1:23 am. I just watched Twilight. Oh! Hilarious movie! Before the movie began everyone was giggling, laughing, and criticizing, I meant discussing the movie. It was really funny. Every two minutes, you'll hear someone laughing. I cannot say that it's good, but I can say it was very funny. Everything about it was funny. The acting, the scenes, the 'awkwardness,' and Edward. Of course we cannot miss Bella, and the Cullens. Ahaha. The only good thing about the movie is that they played my song, "Glaciers melting in the dead of night. And the superstars sucked into the supermassive..." My cousin and I was guffawing the whole time. LONG MOVIE. DAMN. Anyhoo, I have to leave. PHYSICS TEST TODAY. I SHOULD SLEEP. BUT I DON'T REALLY WANT TO...

Can't I stay young forever? I mean I know now due to physics that TIME IS NOT ABSOLUTE. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS TIME. ~~If that true, why does it even exist?~~

For being born

For being able to meet you

That I can be by your side now

Thank you

It’s your HAPPY BIRTHDAY

A magical, special day that happens only once a year

Today is the momentous once-a-year anniversary

Of you who is the most important in the world

Yet another one in beauty

-Happy Birthday, NEWS (Thanks Tegoshi-san)

Cullen

2008-11-16T12:33:00.002-05:00

NORMAL GUY Vs. EDWARD CULLEN

A normal guy would say: I love you, baby!
Edward Cullen would say: You are my life now.
A normal guy would say: I think I'm falling for you.
Edward Cullen would say: So the Lion fell in Love with the Lamb.
A normal guy would say: You hair looks like a haystack. Go brush it!
Edward Cullen would say: Your hair looks like a haystack...but I like it.
A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.
If someone hurts you, a normal guy would throw punches.
If someone hurts you, Edward Cullen would annihilate him whoever he may be.
If you die, a normal guy would find another.
If you die, Edward Cullen would kill himself 'cause life without you isn’t worth living.

Well, I wasn't going to live without you...but I wasn't sure how to do it.
I knew Emmett and Jasper would never help, so I was thinking maybe
I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi.

- New Moon, Chapter 1

As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: Bye, see ya!
As you leave the house, Edward Cullen would say: Hurry back to me.
As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and he wouldn’t even notice you.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.

I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn't touched his piano since
the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through
a bridge and change into my lullaby. Edward was welcoming me home.

- Breaking Dawn, Chapter 34
A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.
While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.
A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.
While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: I miss you.
While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: It’s like you've taken half myself away with you.
A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.

"Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night
if it will keep the bad dreams away."

- Breaking Dawn, Chapter 6
A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.
A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a car.

Credits from mylz's multiply

~~How I wish he's real. Even the normal guy.~~ STAB.

2008-11-13T16:40:00.002-05:00

I'm gonna burst.

I've been thinking about it since it happened and I am not liking it. I can't forget it. Is there something wrong with me then?? Or ~~I can't just accept defeat...~~

Physics Class-11.13.08-11:30-1:00-Thursday: The-survival-of-the-fittest-competition (as if your life is dependent on it) happened. How can I explain this? I cannot forget that I lost. We lost. My partner and I lost. It's just not worth it. All the hard work, stress, pressure, frustration, and anger that we put into succeeding did not work, We failed. I FAILED. Let's say that I'm bring myself down too much- that I'm worse that dirt but the truth is: That's what I really feel.

I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE IT. And I BLAME MYSELF for that.

It's not that 'I don't want to blame someone' or 'I cannot blame someone,' the frustration and pain that you feel makes you wanna blame yourself for the mistakes. I blame myself rather that rather than blaming others. I know that however I look at the situation, IT ALREADY HAPPENED, nothing can be done. I know it's JUST A MARK, but I just can't accept it. I HATE FAILURE. I know that you can learn from it and you become a better person after failing blah blah blah but...

Can you accept it?

After all the hard work?

I don't think so...

Gah. I'm getting all worked up... just for a project. How am I gonna move on quickly in future circumstances???

I need to calm down. I don't know how. I really need to...

Like what Yano said; "blaming yourself meant that there’s nothing to be done, right? At least you will not hate the other person.”

Is there really nothing that can be done???

PS: I should beg him to give the 3rd place at least 0.5% on the final mark :D

2008-10-28T17:05:00.004-04:00

Why is everything that is making sense to me before SUDDENLY IS NOT MAKING SENSE.

~~I like math.~~

I lied.

Fcuk math.

I need comfort. Someone. Hear me out.

ON TOP OF THAT

I feel jealous. Why is everyone get to have a debut and I don't. Dam-met Canada! I want to experience pagdadalaga too. Whenever I go to multiply, at least one person every week posts an album on someone's debut. Fcuk. and they're all so happy, very formal, and I want cotillion. I guess my perception about debut was changed. TOO EXPENSIVE if I do it here. Dam-met Cnada! Seioursly Dam-met Canada!

~~Love is life and life is livin'~~

~~It's very special~~

2008-10-26T22:16:00.002-04:00

I went to McMaster yesterday for their fall preview of the campus. It was nice, but I didn't get a good feeling when I was there. First, it was rainning. I HATE RAIN. ~~Mr. Sunshine~~ wasn't there to help the ambience of the campus. The engineering presentation was boring, but I can feel the competitiveness inside the room. Every grade 12 student in that room was firing up to do their best. Kyaaa!!! Somebody save me! We did a campus tour and it sucked. Not the campus, but the weather was unbelievable. It was very unpredictable. Rain->cold->cloudy->rain->heavy rain-> cold->cloudy...Stupid weather!

Next week. WATERLOO. I 'm excited!

2008-10-25T00:51:00.000-04:00

I MISS my friends...

~~What happened to me??~~

season of hardships

2008-10-19T13:10:00.002-04:00

Physics Test.

Physics Assignment.

Religion Test.

Math Test.

What else is NOT there???

PLUS

Clean Room.

Read Brida by Paulo Coelho

Study Jap

LASTLY

SCHOLARSHIPS!!!

It's the season of hardships... but for some reason I'm still procrastinating.

2008-10-11T21:33:00.003-04:00

I don't want to mess up my treasured memories.

I like them just the way they are.

You want to love someone intensely.

When that happens, you love you objectivity.

You no longer think or act straight.

It's as if your requests follow your feelings.

As if you a feverish child.

Once you get there, there is no "happiness" or "unhappiness" in all of it.

This thing called "happiness" it's all in your own head after all.

Children don't think "Am I happy?", do they?

It's as if you are only living in the moment...

For those heading towards an undesirable outcome...

They will say "I want to forget."

They will say "I hated myself then."

There are people like that.

Once the objectivity awakens, the "ardor" will end.

But love continues.

-Chapter 44, BGI

Same here. Just the way they are. I am a feverish child.

Twilight Crave-age

2008-10-11T01:51:00.006-04:00

Due to this video. I seriously CANNOT WAIT for the movie. If course this won't happen if I haven't seen the newest trailer and how it convinced me to watch the movie...

For some reasons, in the first trailer, their voices are so deep. VERY DEEP. It seems like they're trying to have the deepest voice competitions. Especially at the part were Bella said:
"How old are you?
Edward: "Seventeen"
Bella: "how long have you been seventeen?"
Edward: "A while."

In the first trailer, I didn't like it when Emmett told Edward: "She's not one of us." Seriously, where did that come from? Aren't they supporting him? Like his role in Midnight Sun???THE LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST.

In the New trailer. They included my Twilight line...
Bella: "I love you."
Edward: "You are my life now."

That's why Edward released the new trailer to convince me to watch my Birthday Present.
I am not gonna lie. This movie trailer made we crave for it SO BADLY that I wanna drool over the movie. *hyperventilating*
:)
*faints*

PS: Physics Test. Should. Die. Hello Long Weekend. Hello ~~Happiness.~~